That’s the title of a really great jazz song, which I think featured in “Prime”, one of my all-time favourite films. Just another bit of random knowledge from me to you.
So, in case anyone has been worried about me, I’ve been off the radar mainly because of my unmentionably disgusting exam schedule. (Honestly, 2 huge exams on the same bloody day? Do they think we’re robots or something. But let me not fly off on a tangent about my feelings about exams. (Yeah, it really makes sense to determine our futures according to how well we can regurgitate 6 months worth of information in 3 hours. Totally logical.)
I’m officially DONE and that’s all that matters! I actually finished at 8pm last night, and it’s almost 8am the next day. I honestly couldn’t sleep so I decided to stay awake. I blame all the caffeine and sugar that I’ve been ingesting for the past couple of days! One of my housemates is actually about to write an exam, so I sent him off and now I’m just waiting for the sun to rise. I do’t see the point in going to bed a couple of hours before sunrise; I figure, the more sunrises a person experiences in their lifetime, the better, Right? Right.
Unfortunately, I’ve got to be up by 11am because I have sooooo much to get done bfore I go home for the vac. First and foremost- TATTOO! That’s right, I’m going to get a symol indelibly inked on my body, and I absolutely can’t wait. It’s one of the things that I’ve always wanted to do, and I’m all about tackling that list these days. During my days of depression (which, to be honest, weren’t all that long ago) I dragged myself out of the doom and gloom by thinking about the things that I still want to do. And I’m young (not even 20 yet), so it’s a pretty damn long list! So… tattoo! I’m scared, because I know that it’ll hurt. But I think that it’ll be worth it in the end. I’ve decided to get a G clef:
I think I want it on my hip. *shudders* Pain, though! I’ll suck it up though.
So, the sun’s up, even though it’s really coudy so I can’t see it ANYWAY. This brings my night of introspection to an end. I did a lot of thinking about the usual: who I am; who I want to be; how to bridge the gap between the two; whether my beliefs are right or wrong. You know, the usual.
Also, I finally managed to catch up on a lot of bandom fic. I know that a lot of people think that fan fiction is a) creepy, b) weird, c) for losers or d) all of the above. And I don’t have a problem with it. But I like it, because you can find some really good authors who write amazing stories.
On that note, I feel like a zombie right now. So I will end with the words of one of my new friends: *wanders off muttering “brains…arghhhh…must have brains..”*
