I am… hmm. Tough one actually. I’m generally just a person who spends a lot of time in her head. Not in a crazy way, just in an overthinking kind of way! It’s a genetic defect, I swear. My mom has actually admitted to passing this defunct gene down to me. (She didn’t sound very sorry though.)
I’m a second year student at the best school I could possibly be at, doing something that I’m not sure I want to do. As I write this, I’m in the throes of deciding whether or not to drop out. Thinking about this actually makes me want to laugh; I was that kid in high school, you know Most Likely to Succeed, Student Council member, won lots of prizes. It really amazes me how little high school matters in the scheme of things. Of course, they don’t tell you this; if they did, how would they occupy you for 5 years? That’s my theory anyway!
I love to daydream. In my head, I can make anything I want to happen, happen. Maybe I should try doing that in real life… If, no when (I’m thinking positively, can you tell?) I start actually living my life, I’ll make the daydreams come true. The problem with day dreaming so much, is it becomes easier to just picture things happening and not making them happen. This is something I should probably work out with my therapist. Yes, I have a therapist. No. I’m not crazy. (Thanks for the concern though.)
I like Tracy Chapman, The Hush Sound, Fall Out Boy, Panic At The Disco, Kelly Clarkson, The Spice Girls (you can’t even deny that you love them too, if you were alive at ALL during the 90’s), Dario Marienelli, Tegan and Sara, Jack Johnson, John Mayer, James Morrison. Norah Jones. Hmm, that’s all I can come up with off the top of my head. Ooooh, I love soundtracks!!! Love them: Disney movies, Hairspray, Atonement, Pride and Prejudice. It’s almost as good as watching the movie again! I’m basically a sucker for any song that was in a film (as long as I liked the film, obviously!).
As of right now, I am single. Who am I kidding, I’ve basically been perpetually single, due to a whole host od reasons…. Feel free to check out my blog for more info on that (alhough why the ramblings of a not-quite-20-year-old would be of any interest to anyone, I fail to understand. Wait, negative attitude!) Ignore all that, just take a look at my blog. It’s actually pretty interesting. Hell, I’m pretty interesting. And brimming with modesty.
Also, feel free to ignore my sarcasm, most of my friends do.
That’s all for now, thanks for reading. Drop me a comment, let me know what you think so far!
